On Faith...

Often in life we find ourselves in situations where we could see ourselves stuck in a
corner.....with our noses against the walls........in spite of all the effort we could imagine to
squeeze out of ourselves....the situation seems to have come to a standstill....it becomes
imperative to ask ourselves...about when is this going to get over? when shall i see the
light..??and when will things start falling in the right place ???.........patience runs out like
the sand held in the hand....never ending times...they seem...i shut my eyes and pray.....i pray
for myself with faith....i pray to the almighty to give me strength....strength to hang on..to
hold on the knot of the rope...
"when u reach the end of the rope try a knot and hang on"-Thomas Jeffersonpraying makes me humble....i try to shed my ego...although it hurts....but i feel relieved after
getting rid of a part of it....shedding ego is not shedding urr self respect as some might
decipher it...but it is more like respecting even the most degraded thing and realising unity
with the surroundings and the universe.....therefore i must say....shedding urr ego is one of the
hardest things...but it makes u light and u find urr self closer to god....practising faith is
also very tough for a common man...because every expects results...and why not??....failure is
frustrating....specially when a lot is at stake.....at times it shatters you completely....back
to square one....I've tasted failure some times when I'd put everything at stake including my
faith.....i hoped that i shall be successful because god would acknowledge the efforts i'd put
in......and after failing I'd cursed god like anything....but it is of late that i realise that
everything happens for a reason...I believe that Good and Bad have equal meanings to god and
things unfold them in a longer run....I strongly consider time to be the most significant form of
god...Now the question arises as to what shall we do in such situations.....believe me....i've
been looking for this answer for quite a long time now...and the search seems to be
explanatory...i feel that moving on is the key....take urr time but make sure u move
on....stagnancy is death....the past comes back and haunts...it's important to bury it as deep
as possible...
"This world is a very mean and a very selfish place and I don't care how much strong you are it
will beat you to urr knees and keep you there permanently if you let it.....If you know what you
are capable of then go get it...but u should be worthy enough to take the hits and not look at
someone and point a finger at ....cowards do that and that ain't you."

-Rocky Balboa in Rocky VI.

...to be continued.....

(The above was in drafted format since a long time...publishing it after finding the answers today :))

The answer was found on 1st Dec 2014- If you are not getting the answers, he has some thing better planned for you.Keep up the faith